Hello

After taking a hiatus from live joural days I've felt it needed to once again begin a blog. My life lately has been under going rapid change, spiritual, physical, opportunistic changes taking me from a stagnation which many of us suffer in life to a whole new reality and way of pursuing that which we all search for: life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

My life, in short, has been not exactly ordinary and I'm not going to deny the extreme hard times and instances that I have faced nor deny the changes and adverse changes that have taken place because of said circumstances. When one is on the brink of dying or has been in the deepest reaches of a dark psyche for half their life hope can seem far away, almost non-existant at times and when one comes out of that sleep, that horrible nightmare the world can hold so much more beauty than one could ever imagine. This blog is being started to record and document this amazing journey i've only just begun; i've woken up, rejoined the living, the sun is now shining in my life once again....I've never found or experienced such grounding to my life before...I used to feel as if I was floating through space getting zapped and knocked off course by energies so to speak, always looking on and recognizing the amazing beauty that everything can possess...Only now I am held fast by my feet with the same energies of everything around me no longer bump into me but pass through me and i feel connected to everything and everyone, intuition is peaking, energy levels are rising inside me and i've become part of the beauty around me instead of being just a mere on-looker ad my heart is filled to the brink with passion and love....i've been awakened...and I owe it all to two very very special people, you know who you are. My life is changing for the better and i wish to document and share with whoever else may stumble upon this in hopes that words here may help others who are looking for a way out of their everyday, routine, stagnant ways of life.

Here is my journey

"a journey leads us on and on
to where it goes we do not know
only to follow in trust and faith
and appreciate all for beauty's sake

find life's rose
and water it with love
let it flow through lank and limb
so your light may never go dim

reality is but a mask for true life
under the skin of time
which can not dictate
the wisdom of experience
or man the vessel of the spirit

let love in
and feel your heart blossom"
--Dan Ahrens 2009