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Last night was absolute fun as usual, it consisted of hanging with e for a while as t took a nap and some quick pregameing as we all got ready.It made me somewhat happy to hear t talk about her dream of me and her living together as I hadone as well and then e stated that he has had dreams of living with t, living with me, and living with the both of us....which i think needs to happen...especially if we are all dreaming it...and i felt a feeling that i couldn't identify...it was a squee-ish type feeling..and finally identified it...i got all girly when he said he saw me in hi dream...gah..ever feel like you just know something??and also feel like nothing has ever felt more right in your life??? there's a million thingsi want to say but not sure how to say them so i won't until they come to me...
Despite my face-eating sinus monger and t's lung death we still all managed to have a great time from the get go. The night felt charged with energy and almost crackled a little bit...and oh what an amazing reading by s and the talking as well, she was so chatty!! This night was much needed for me, this is a very rough weekend and being around certain individuals helped more than ever and i actaully made it through the night. After drinking and antics we all went back to t's and watched many a silly thing and laughed until our sides hurt and finally called it a night.I drove e home...and we kissed goodnight...i wish i could kiss him forever
---i live for these nights and can't wait until they get warmer!!!!WOOOOOOO!!!!
-----together..we are....T.E.D