now for the rest

Today was rough....There's been a lot on my mind about money things and everything...not getting paid on time....the works...Sunday is Justin's birthday....I miss him dearly...Sunday I will be going to the cemetery to bring him flowers and wish him a happy birthday...ironic...birthday...and I'm wishing him a happy one...even though he is six feet underground...but sure enough...when i got home...and grounded and centered myself...with the help of the other great energies in the house i felt calmer...yes things are still on my head...but i calmed down..was able to think rationally and more in depth about what is bothering me...not to mention calmed down quite a bit from the conversation with a friend that left me shaking with fury....This video and song is by one of the most influential people I've ever come across...This is Lisa Gerrard...you may have heard her voice on film soundtracks such as Gladiator...The Insider...Ali...Salem's Lot...Whale Rider.. etc... She has my exact view and theory on music...it comes from the universe around us and is interpreted internally...that it provides an escape from the fleshy prisons that bind us to this world...that the expression and emotion expressed is the deepest form of expression...She sings in her own language...and uses her body as a vessel...you'll see what I mean....She goes to show that the deepest of emotion and the deepest parts of the soul can be understood by all without a form of understandable lyrics...and that words are, in fact, more limiting and binding when used to express an emotion....just watch...and really feel this video and song.....you won't be disappointed.