wellll

wellll my throat isn't swollen to the point of non-breathing anymore but my body is still soooo weak, I called out of work for tomorrow and I don't have to work again until thursday which is great, hopefully by then i'll feel much better...Again I'm left to my own devices, i'm totally not saying anything against my roomies, i'm glad they are all out doing their thang but this is why i hate being sick. I'm normally quite well off on my own, doing my own thing but when i'm couped up in the house or in my bed there are only so many things i can do but such is life and again it's no one's fault it's just how life happens and I deal. I haven't had those horrid dreams again, i'm hoping that was the end, they almost drove me insane. Derek is on his way over for a bit to hang and watch a movie until i get too exhausted to be awake, I've never had fatigue like this before even with sickness, I move two inches and am completely exhausted and sweating and ugh but oh wellllll hopefully I will be back to myself soon enough.