from this point on I live my life to....

the guidelines of this song....for once in my life i feel worth something....and i know that i have friends that truely believe in me.....i have never been able to look in the mirror without telling myself i was worthless...that there had to be more...and everyday i'm now discovering something new around every corner..i thought i knew myself in the past and i couldn't have been more wrong...i'm awakening in every aspect.....for once i'm not a waste...for once i'm beautiful...for once i'm not ready to leave this place so early...for once...i'm finally looking ahead to a glorious future.....we all fall sometimes....but i have a renewed strength to keep moving.....time will heal....this song is also being posted for T and E and all those friends that have made such a difference in my life....and to Matt and Justin....thank you....I almost completely went crazy after you guys died....but in a sense you allowed me to hit bottom...to not know anything besides the pain and sorrow inside my heart..so I could know the purity of being reborn....and to never ignore my heart..and now i realize that with you guys near me in spirit i am stronger than ever before...



"That's what the Wise Lady Said" by Angtoria



I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best

Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
Win the war in your head
Thats what the wise lady said!

There'll be times, when you cant face
The weary lights of day
But be strong & believe
You can be anything you wish to be

Don´t let your fears, hold you back
Life isn´t meant, to be easy
Find justice for what you lack

Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the phantasies that you dread
Thats what the wise lady said!

I came from nothing here I am
I won the war in my head!